Thursday, May 8, 2008

dot dot dot

So, something is happening right now that I don't like. A group of people is doing something that I believe to be WRONG. And there is nothing I can do or say about it that can or will make any difference. And I'm angry. I'm angry because what is happening and the way it is happening is MEAN and UNKIND and UNFAIR and WRONG.

And since I can't DO anything and believe me I've said my piece on the subject--several times, just never to anyone involved (but thank you to everyone else who has so patiently listened) I've developed a bad case of angry apathy. These people have completely and totally unimpressed me. Lost my respect. If only my respect and good opinion mattered to any of them. And they have continued, through this process, to underwhelm and undercharm and generally under-succeed at life, and our jobs.

What a bunch of drips.

Angry apathy, for those unfamiliar with the afflication, is an oxymoron. I am fully aware of that. Maybe the fact that I'm still angry means that I haven't fully reached apathy. I don't care. It's being so angry you could spit nails and venom and then the next moment pick up a ringing telephone, only to find the exact person you're currently loathing on the other end, and you then sneer and yawn at their entire existance and just be so over them that you can't even be bothered to finish and puntuate the sentence...

...instead, all they get is dot dot dot whatever you want dot dot dot you don't even know what you've started do you dot dot dot and you'll clearly never understand that sometimes in life you are expected to do the right thing and you have failed completely dot dot dot


I know this post is not uplifting. I know you all may be wondering why I'm so angry (or not....) heh.

I just needed to get this off my chest

So for anyone who has taken the time to listen to me and impart advice and love over the last few weeks, thank you so much. I love love love you!

And that is a heart-felt EXCLAMATION POINT!

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